BCCD...will tt be my results...yesh!! highly possible! i hope i can get CC for my sciences....D for my econs...but yupp....rather hard bcos i flop everything for my terms....haizz...math also....for once i think i cant finish my paper within the time period..i left nearly 16 marks UNTOUCHED at all...i was damn shocked when i realise i onli have 15 minutes n i m still struggling wif my last few qns....nt to say those tt i skipped b4....hmmm.....need to improve my speed!!
well....though i noe my math is gonna be done badly...i wasnt sad...guess wad...tml is the last day! hmmm.....wanna watch war of the world...aliens attacks earth....must be all ET's fault ....i seriously wonder whether is she in aust now? or back in her planet to plot the attack on earth?? haha~ LOL! bet she wont be able to read tis entry...whahaha....
missed kor...was feeling damn sad over my terms....called him....yahh...he is damn good at consoling ppl laa.....felt so much beta after toking to him... hehe~but he transfering over to states for undergrad studying soon...n tt means he wont be able to fly back to spore as n when he likes bcos states is so much further than aust....tt includes the cost of airtickets.....well..guess i have to stop depending on him.....hmm...can i?? 3 years--high dependence...haha!
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
i m lost~ see no direction in my life right now~ haiz..i think i gonna do damn badly for my terms....my motivation hasnt been on my books n results lately....y huh?? well...i guess is reall time to pull up my socks n motivate myself to study damn hard....get myself ready for the real work---hopefully...math n chem...jia you to myself...
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in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
HAIZ.....another depressing day....mind blank the moment i receive the paper. I dont even know how to do the first qn....mind was completely BLANK....GOSH! got more n more depressed after i scan thru the paper bcos i realise i dunnoe how to do a lot of qns....nvm....after the paper...went to compare answers wif yish they all...realise all my answers are so different from them....after yish explained...then i realise i m wrong....think i m going to fail this paper....*argh* cant afford to fail my sciences....
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in heaven that we cant reach
shit man! i m going to fail GP :( thanx all the Gp teachers...set such a superb paper..i dun even understand the passage at all....so how to do my compre?? din finish my summary....AQ n two of my compre qns.haha! wonder how BADLY i will fail my paper...wont be shock if i onli manage to get 15/50? but tt means i have to see Low everyday.....quite sianz lehhh...
econs is killer subject...did so many CARELESS MISTAKES for my mcq la....feel quite bad towards my tuition teacher....haizz...wadeva~~wad is over is OVER.....phys tml.....another sub tt i think i may flop....hmmm...
ohh....wanna complain abt the waiting time.....damn stupid~~econs paper ended at 3.05..but we could only leave the place at 3.45 bcos a lot of ppl got their index number wrong and worse... mum waited outside sch since 3pm....feel damn bad...cant call her to tell her tt i will be late bcos i cant have my hp with me.
What a bad day!
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in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
terms starting tml...damn scare now~~ haha....it seem tt i have already done wad i m suppose to do for my revision....but i still think i may nt do well...hmmmm....wadeva~~ think i m a slacker....terms starting tml...guess everybody is mugging at home...guess wad i did todae?? went swimming for the whole afternoon...watched spiderman jus now.....going to watch resident evil ltr...wad the hell...y m i always a TV FREAK when my exams are realli round the corner?? hmmm...wadeva.....all the best for my GP n Econs tml....
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in heaven that we cant reach
damn sad!!!!!! my doggy apple is dead.....due to some poisoning....sobxx!! second dog in my life tt left us due to poisoning!! first dog was mary(some IDIOTS fed rat poison to it)...second is apple...oh man...din noe wad happen until my sis told mi~ i was like wth!! i m the last to noe? y din my parents tell mi??!! DAMN IT!! wanna ask my dad to bring apple home from office so i can go take photo wif it bcos i havent take photo wif it for two years plus le....oh man...i lost the chance again....y m i always losing my chances?? WHY??!! sobxx!!
*agrh*
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in heaven that we cant reach
was on my way to econs tuition todae when i saw my SJAB senior, aina.....was damn shocked laa.....we had the same reaction when we saw each other...jaws dropped open! haha..din see her for almost a year....haha...in short...i miss the 4 seniors....haha....or shld i say i miss those days when i m still a junior....is kind of tough being seniors...had a stupid short chat wif her....bcos i had to alight 2 stops ltr....hmmm....she will be a staff nurse next yr...so envious...
shld have listen to kewei when i was in sec 4...go poly n study the course tt i like...which is nursing! haizz....now i m struck in a super rigid life....ends sch at 4.30 everyday except wed...haizz...
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dad jus bought us a new tv to put in my room....hmmm...but tt stupid tv isnt working well..as wad dad says....tt tv is damn cheap....so dun expect too much from it....manage to tune in all the channels after half an hour....but there is no sound...DUH!! dunnoe la...they going to buy new tv cable bcos there might be some problems wif the cable....
damn tired now~ woke up at 6.30am....went dad's office to mug...hehe~ heard dad n mum scolding his DAMN SUPER blur clerk....i was like errr....she is super blur laa....1000 odd n 3000 odd are so different...she jus assumed they ar the same n nearly gt the company into trouble...wadeva..i also nv hear wad dad was scolding her abt bcos i listening to my ipod...haha...
ohh....he msged mi todae...though is kind of short...like jus asking whether m i watching lost..and we commented abt tt show...tt's all....but i still feel very happi....LOL....dun realli expect him to do much now....jus hope tis friendship can last....God Bless!!
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we luv each other...n we luv FOUR LEAF CLOVER!! whohohoho.....
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in heaven that we cant reach
SiSteRs 4Eva.....i look tan inside...hahaa...yes i m tan now~~ lala...aiya...hate tis suxy scanner...
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in heaven that we cant reach
neoprints freak i m!! but the stupid scanner at my dad's office suxx laa...so end up so UGLY!!
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thinking, missing, dreaming of him...
hoping n wondering whether it will ever come true...
God bless!
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in heaven that we cant reach
my family..w/o my brother bcos he is in malaysia...
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my cake!! looks quite ugly...but is superb nice!!--chocolatie--
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yeah!! i m offically 17 todae!! whoho....but kinda of sad...had econs tuition on my bdae!! n i was sort of scolded by the teacher bcos i was doing my mcq corrections when i was supposed to be listening to him teaching us how to answer essay qn....*argh*....
meet sis n went town tgg wif ann's company...haha.....we gossiped!! haha....LOL...on ann's favourite topic again rite?? haha...LOL!! went to take neoprints again....tis time round i paid $8 bcos my sis is super broke...haha....oh yahh...she gave mi roxy stuff for my bdae present...was kind of FUNNY man...haha.....as in her presents laa...LOL!! hahaa....but nvm..i shall write it...:D *glee*
bought cake home on our way bcos godmum forgot to buy ingredients for my cake so she cant bake for mi....hmm...sad! *sobx* wanna a mango cake...but nvm...had chocolate cake....yum yum! hahaa....ohh...had a superb dinner...dad bought curry fish head back.....wow!! too bad my brother went malaysia for some camp...or else he will be here to celebrate my bdae too!! GLEE! oh man...super bloated now.....guess mus be the cake...yeah! happy day todae!! :D
ben called mi early in the morning to wish mi happy bdae...yah.thanx man...woke mi up from my sweet dreams...hahaa...but is ok.....tis shows tt he still remember my bdae!! hehe~~ lalala...
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is my birthday todae...first msg tt i received was from Xiang Ying....my twin...the gal wif the same initial...LXYJ...same bdae...same surname....almost the same NRIC....whohoho...
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the cheeky ones...
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KBOX!!
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we are just singing...hehe
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wow....todae is realli a day full of surprises for mi....anyway...realli wanna thanx c-iv.....shu wen...junwei....chie lingn jessica...yupp yupp...hehe....had my early bdae celebration todae at kbox...haha...
at first....i m suppose to meet c-iv to go kbox...i realli tot is jus four of us going kbox....after tt pj showed mi a pic....a hint to my present....like a tail....but how m i going to guess sth from jus a hairy tail...haha...turn out to be a monkey called cutiepie...LOL...haha....kbox finally opened at 11 plus...then went in....when it was almost our turn to ask for a room...pj suddenly ask mi to go toilet...so i went bcos i suspected et n pat need mi to disappear so they have have things done....yupp..so i went wif tt monkey into the stinking toilet....
started singing jolin's song.....then i remember sb say tt we can onli sing jolin's songs now bcos jw coming ltr...but after tt when i asked them again...they deny everything...hmm..fine lorzz....was still at the midst of thinking..suddenly the door jus opened...n i see chieling, jw, sw n jess coming in wif a cake singing bdae song for mi...i realli din expect tt to happen laa...was like OMG la...realli surprised mii....thanxx ppl...:D
sang from 11-4...damn shuang! haha....but we onli paid for 11-2...oopss...haha....gt chased out at 4pm....took quite many photos also...yupp...hehe...fun!! after tt crashed town to take neoprints! i cant believe i actually spend $15 dollars on neoprints todae...wow...finally can take neoprints wif sw...after two yrs??hahah...too bad the time is quite short....after taking neoprints...she went back....shall find one day after the terms to go shopping wif her again...hehe....
glee!! bought my yellow heels....hehe.....fun day todae!!
*muacks all my frenz!!* jus lub u guys...haha...
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in heaven that we cant reach
had econs tuition again...reach there at 12.45 n realise ann tot tuition starts at 2.30...so i end up waiting there alone until 1.30 for ann to rush over from town to BV....hehe~ pai sei ann...but i did remember i told u tuition starts at 1pm nt 2.30pm....wadeva la~ ohh....mi going to buy tt yellow heels....hehe....
oh yah...was on the bus when something funny took place....saw a guy living in my estate on the bus .....i dun noe hu he is ...but i think i saw him in ac uniform b4....then one stop before my house bus stop....a malay lady carrying a toddler and holding on to another child board the bus.....so i stood up to let her have my seat instead.....but i realise i m nt the onli one hu stood up....tt guy sitting jus behind mi stood up too....both of us looked at each other and i dunnoe y we started laughing when everybody was like staring at us...then we stood near the door so that malay lady and her child can have the seats....after we alighted from the bus...he asked if i was from ac...then i said yupp...n guess wad...he is a j3.....but i dunnoe how he noe i m from ac...maybe we went back home b4 in the same bus....then he asked mi how's life in ac....it seemed to mi tt he enjoyed his 2 years in ac very much...bcos the first qn is ac fun rite? i enjoyed myself there....LOL....anyway....fun to noe tt i have a j3 senior living in my estate...hehe...
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mood isnt quite good todae...so i end up watching tv for the whole day....feel quite bad bcos there are still alot of chaps tt i have nt covered for my terms...hmmm...but yupp....cant be bothered...tis is the first time when i dun feel that exams are round the corner~~ slacking all the way throughout the holidays laa....hai yoz!! tsk tsk.....
i dunnoe wad's wrong wif mi todae~ thinking of wad ben said ytday~ *argh* confusing...wadeva! how can i study peacefully with so many distractions?? hmm...
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studying phys is a torture man!! haizz....especially dynamics n kinematics....torture chaps!! argh!! so bored now~~ watched LOST jus now...din noe it was a series lorz....i watched last week's one....thinking maybe todae will end bcos i tot it was just a movie....LOL!!
went back to tss to collect my O level cert....tot i was the last few...but din noe there are still quite a lot of ppl hu havent collect their cert yet...hehe....*phew*...i tot i would be able to see some teachers....but quite disappointed...the school seemed so deserted....except for the workers painting...the general office is so empty laa....heard from the clerk that all the teachers are having meeting again....as usual....well....i miss TSS....i used to hate it to the core when i was in sec 1 &2....can still remembered the days when i complaint how suxy is the school to my frenz...family....but now...i actually miss the school...miss the teachers...the culture...everything.....*haiz*
well...i guess is time for me to go back to my phys....tata...
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Best Friends.....ET!! where's urs?? haha..
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ohh...tis entry is meant for ET!! hehehe....wonder how can an alien read my blog...but cant be bothered...haha....
well....i m so happy now...bcos i jus tricked her....though she is sick but...yupp....she wrote on our tagboard n also in her blog tt her voice changed a lot....so i jus called her out of concern to see how bad is her cough...haha...sounds ok laa...but definitely cant go for her choir tml la.....fine~ dun wan to listen to mi...hehe...
jus realise tt...showing care n concern for my beloved frenz are much beta than thinking of him....i lub u guys(ur shld noe rite??) & also...i lub ben(thanx kor!) haha...k laa...shall continue to study econs....sobxx!!
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oh well....heard my mum's screaming from my room toilet...so i went down....she was screaming because there's a bat on my living room's carpet...and she used her leg to touch it because she thought it was my brother's toys or wad...haha....quite funny laa...she just stayed on the sofa until my dad came to remove that bat....cant believe there is actually a bat in my house...haha...is batman in my house too?? hahaa...LOL...
well...change my blogskin...found tis blogskin n find it realli very suitable for mi....so yupp..used it....hehee....
" You said to meet here...but you never came.."
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went to watch movie, Mr & Mrs Smith wif ann n huqi todae....tt movie roxx man....quite funny for some of the parts also.....tt ann also...keep saying angelina jolie very chio....nice features...eyes...wadeva laa.....but i also think angelina is very cool inside the show...especially when she starts shooting wif her gun.....hehe~~ lol....wadevaa...
went to shop around after the movies....haizz..i m so sick of town laa...jus went on sun...n i m going to town again on sun.....waii...think i can memorize the whole of orchard road le la....hmmmm.....
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well...was looking at my posting account jus now....i see a lot of sad sad entries...yupp...dunnoe y i have been feeling quite sad these few mths...first...is abt my own problem....tt problem tt i dun seem to get any solutions n answers back from anyone~~ then now...is my best frenz....was reading her blog n realise....i feel so distant to her instead...as in i havent realli been spending time wif her to update each other...whenever she is troubled...i also dunnoe....feeling damn bad...n now...when she is troubled...i cant do much to help her~~ gt tis feeling tt i m a damn bad frenz....
was chatting wif ben ytday....weird guy....called mi at 2am...bcos is 11am over at states....but is ok laa..i was msging my frenz also....once again....he asked mi weird qns...qns tt i hate to ask myself....but is ok....at least he brighten my day up~ he say i have been feeling down very frequent since the start of tis yr....actually..i also dunnoe y....studies? family? frenz? everything jus seem so unlucky for mi...i dunnoe y....or maybe i m too ignorant in my secondary school days? hmmmm.....life is unpredictable....chances wont wait for u to catch them....i have already lost once....but i m jus too tired to catch my second one...so i guess...i shall let go! i guess i will feel so much beta now~~
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sun=family day!! hehee...
had tuition in the afternoon...then meet the rest to go orchard to shop....yup yupp...i bet i will gain weight again...ate some oily stuff for dinner~~ haizz...how??!! *argh* damn fat now le....haizz....shopping was fun...bcos my atm card is wif mi...haha...bought a roxy handbag!! cool....mummy was complaining that she spent a lot todae but none of it was for her...haha..okokk...the greatest buyer todae is my brother....bought everything from the adidas shop....he is totally crazy abt sports stuff laa....hmmm....haha...unlike mi...crazy on surfwear stuff...hahaa....lol...
during the tuition todae...somebody msged mi....yupp...someone tt i will look upon his msgs....BUT...all those msgs end up making mi very PISSED...tt idiot msged "out of concern" bcos tt day he pissed mi off...so he msged back to ask if i m ok...worse of all...he msged some stupid stuff making mi even more pissed...wad the hell....he is nth but a jerk la...**argh** super pissed wif him....super insensitive......nearly spoilt my day....but he is still nt tt powerful....haha...
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**ouch** hand muscle aching...haha...tis shows tt i havent been exercising since the start of the school holiday. went to play badminton wif kim they all in the morning....i was so unwilling to wake up early in the morning....BUT....i feel bad wif i msg kim n tell her i cant get out from my bed, tt's y i m nt going...so just went...haha...quite fun laa....havent been playing badminton for quite some time le...after tt, bathe n rush down for econs tuition...i took a cab down laa...bcos i was still in clementi at 12....tuition starts at 12 laa....no choice! haiz...
tuition was pretty siann...as usual la...haha...i was actually suppose to carry my shoe bag down wif my track shoes...but my dear ann...haha...her slippers cut her leg...so i lend her my track shoes and make her carry my shoe bag back too...haha...thanx ann!:D then went for pw meeting at suntec....bag was super heavy....have to walk quite a distance also...oh man....but i think tis time round's pw quite effective...hehe~ wasnt slacking or toking crap....everybody is involve in the discussion...*phew*...haha...
i m starting to panic le....samuel jus count down for us todae.....2 weeks n 3 more days b4 our term exams!! gosh! i havent start yet laa....i m so dead...so dead....tml still gt dance crew....sat gt cip....how to study??!! next week have to go down like everyday for dance crew....oh man!!somebody pls help mi...haha....
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m i asking too much from my frenz n my family?? hmm..
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i m nt ur puppet~~
i m nt ur pet~~
i m nt ur toy~~
**argh**
some ppl out there jus think they are great~
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in heaven that we cant reach
oh man!! todae is a damn tiring n crazy day....went to sch since 12 till 7.30 for backdrop banner painting...tis is the largest banner i have paint so far...i think it is 12m by 6m long.....is totally crazy la....occupy the whole void deck nearest to the canteen....we used like 25 litres of white paint....at first when we started painting...i was like...tis banner will turn out weird....but after painting...i find the banner damn cool! hahaa....hmmm...well...din regret going to sch...haha...mi n yish saw leon, lexy, ys....we saw almost everybody except him...ahem..hahaa....they having council camp laa...but jus nv see him....mus be hiding somewhere...hahaa...
aiya L wasnt as cute as i tot he will be laa!! haizz....so sad...hahaa....yish had the largest reward todae man!! saw almost those she wanna see...hahaa....for yish: heard he is a flirt man!! hahaa...k la k la...todae is tiring but fun hor?? hahaa.....nt bad...for once i dun find banner painting damn suxy....hahaa......
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OMG!! she is damn chio now~~
catch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire...
coming out in Nov!! COOL!!
Harry Potter and the Half-blooded prince coming out in JULY!! YEAH!!
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staying at home the whole day can realli make one very moody!! havent been feeling beta todae....was feeling kind of sian of bored!! i hate tis june holidays laa....bcos i have to study....if i dun study..i feel bad...but if i study...i will be in a bad mood...but wad else can i do other than shopping n mugging?? nth else le....was suppose to have dinner wif b....but dunnoe wad happen to my stomach....keep going to the toilet....yupp...so b canceled the dinner....hmmm....so i m struck at home again...but nvm laa...he stayed online to chat wif mi...haha...thanx brudder!! hahaa...
well....massive send msgs again.....to him also....din get replies from him...n i dunnoe y i m so sad n affected by it?? hmmm...i noe brudder replied a lot of times....but i choose to ignore it n wait patiently for his reply...ic..perhaps i wont get back anything....i m a stupid gal!! waiting for sth impossible to happen n feeling sad bcos of tt stupid thing!! ...haiz...
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watch channel U jus now....the one wif acjc as the guests one.....the topic is funny but sensitive laa...i was laughing at some of their comments....it was~~~ hahaaa...but i dun get to see him often....the cameraman keep shooting them at first...so i was quite happi at first...bcos i get to see him quite often....DUH! my mum say he is ugly! wadeva la...i think he is cute can le...haha...oh oh....gt new target le...yeah! hahaa....
oh man! i met b todae at my hse playground...i din see him....he call him like 5 times b4 i ans bcos i was happily listening to my ipod...haha....my first reaction was OMG!! haha...bcos he told mi he gt sth on todae...so nt meeting mi probably...then guess wad....he realli surprised mi...haha...yup yup....i told him i wanna watch tv todae so cannot go eat dinner wif him n his sis...yah....hopefully sat bah! hehee....had quite a long chat wif him....realise i realli missed him a lot! haizz....if he nv go aust....then he will be my bestest kor in tis world man....another et...understand mi totally one....can read my mind one....scary!! *argh* hahaa..k la...nt blaming u...:P
going off to play com games le...tata...
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Ciara ROX!!
...Goodies...
You may look at me and think that I'm
Just a young girl
But I'm not just a young girl.
Baby this is what I'm lookin' for:
I want a sexy, independent, gotta spend it type that's gettin' his dough
I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it.
...1, 2 Step...
Automatic supersonic hypnotic funky fresh,
Work my body so melodic,
The beat flows right through my chest,
Everybody ma and poppy came to party,
Grab somebody,Work your body, work your body,
Let me see you 1,2 step
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well.....todae is a.....packed day?? hahaa...
had econs tuition early in the morning...tot i was going to be late bcos i meet ann 1145 at BV control station but i woke up at 1030....wow...hahaa....manage to rush laa....tuition was CRAZY! 2.5 hrs in one shot....can die man...i was at first very attentive....after a while...i draft off le...wad the hell laa...hahaa...went to the canteen at the tuition ctr there to have lunch...the chicken cutlet suxx laa...first, it is nt nice....second, damn oily laa!!yup! went to SP cafe to look for pat, et n pj....was feeling kind of weird laa...everybody is walking out of the sch n yet i m walking into the sch...haha......yeah! shopping time....
hmmm..sad to say....todae's shopping session was quite sian....after tt...realise there is sth wrong in btw...then went pj's hse's void deck to tok.....tok until 11.30?? hahaa....yup yup...realli hope everything will be solved.....my friendship with them is realli very impt....so i cannot afford to lose tis friendship...yup yup...i will learn to cherish wad i have now....yup! i m learning from my lessons....:D
lessons learnt:
- wad i have now are nt for granted!!
- always feel thankful towards wad i have now...dun grumble n complain...
- appreciate wad u have...
- always get wad u need...nt wad u wan...
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in heaven that we cant reach
cool huh?? hahaa
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in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach