Tuesday, May 31, 2005 @Tuesday, May 31, 2005
dun like tis june holiday!
- have to study for term exam
- gt lots of sch activity
- have to do pw
- cant stay overnight in frenz's hse
- cant go overseas for holiday
- i m jus too slack to pick myself up to study
**argh**
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Saturday, May 28, 2005 @Saturday, May 28, 2005
oh well...half day todae!! hahaa...bcos rugby team manage to win the championship back tis yr...so the school decide to call for a celebration by giving us a half day off...haha...then went town wif sis....we ate a realli filling lunch...tt's quite crazy la...
last day for chem tut....yup!! yish is the happiest person todae la...bcos she manage to get lex to sign for her....no no...is i call lex over to sign one...she hor...dunnoe y so shy in front of lexx laa....aiyo!! yish...be more daring....:D...haha...n i saw him at acsi....asked him y wasnt he performing...n he said...i was performing...i m performing at the front door....ha ha ha...so funny ar..-__-"" lame laa....
went to watch camelot at night....was superb....the dancing roxx....n it was quite funny for some parts...lame in fact....yahh....oh...the person hu acted queen was chio! yahh...but she committed adultery inside...tt's quite sad laa...hahaa...hmm...overall...the show was pretty gd....but too long....was falling asleep in btw the boring parts...bcos i m realli tired todae...haha....
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005 @Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Your Dominant Thinking Style: |
Experimenting You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them.You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas. The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations.You are good at getting a group to reach consensus. |
Your Secondary Thinking Style: |
Modifying Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you.You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion. You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested.You tend to ground those around you and add stability. |
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@Wednesday, May 25, 2005
hmmmm.....sounds weird leh...
Your #1 Match: ISFJ
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The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
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@Wednesday, May 25, 2005
sister gang!!
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Sunday, May 22, 2005 @Sunday, May 22, 2005
wow...second entry of the day...hehe...went shopping wif pat n pj todae....hmmm....shop till u drop?? hmm..nt reali...shall try tt again next time...keep trying n trying clothes....next time round mus call et along....they she will also be trying....pj laa...everything also dun wan to try....wonder whether is she bored looking at us trying the clothes...hehe...bought a roxy top....hmmmm...damn ex.....but i like it very much...damn nice..hahhaa...pat bought a lot of things!! haha...so sad...i left at 5 plus bcos i promise to watch starwar wif my siblings.....hmmm...quite nice laa....now i understand the story more.....nv get to noe y they ar father n son...yahh..now noe le...hehe....oh yahh...i m waiting for war of the world...hehe....29 june!! in btw my term exams....there will be a nice movie out during the christmas....nt cartoon one....i guess i will be watching tt...haha....well....going off to rush my phys tut....hope tml will be a beta day....:D....tata...
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@Sunday, May 22, 2005
well...everything is offically over....tired of waiting for him to do something....realli very tired...i tired but wad i get are wounds overlapping the old ones...ben: stop forcing me to do sth....i did....i dun wan to end up all injured....for the past three mths..tt's wad's going on....i m giving up...is over....
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@Sunday, May 22, 2005
i miss 4e1!!!!sobzz!!
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Saturday, May 21, 2005 @Saturday, May 21, 2005
sometimes, i wonder...do i treat things around me for granted? if tis person treats me nicely, i will never appreciate it until he/she is gone from my life. tis is wad is said by b. i hate him for saying tt. but after thinking for like one whole morning, i guess he is right. i always assume tt it is li shou dang ran for ppl to treat mi well. it nv cross my mind tt what they are doing are out of love, care and concern for me. i jus take everything for granted...my family, my frenz..guess is time for me to wake up and do something in return to tell them that i appreciate what they have done for me. hmmm...
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Friday, May 20, 2005 @Friday, May 20, 2005
yeah!! common test 3 is finally ALL over....hahaa! well, i promise yishu that as long as there is chem tutorial, i will blog about it. hehe. ohh! i think she shld be very jealous over huiqi's card...guess wad? i make alex come over again, tis time round he laughed in front of us...bcos of something tt i think is ok but he think is funny?? hahaa....yish...thank mi pls...:D....
went dinner with wang jia. was suppose to meet her at 4.30 at bv control station, but i was late bcos i went toilet with yishu. then saw ann and huiqi outside school...they are super slow....then we start crapping and discussing abt ann's fav topic....hehee...so end up, wj waited for like 20 plus minutes. sorry gal...hehee...took neoprints. $5 on only a machine bcos there are only two of us... hahaa....did stupid pose...but end up we din take those....took those super normal n plain one...hahaa....nvm laa...went to have dinner. cant remember the name of the place...damn EX!! hahaa....stomach churning now....think is the stupid meatloaf....taste exactly like pizza hut's meat ball....oh man....haha...pat n et...still remember our miserable experience on tt meat balls?? hahaa...wow....feeling happi now. no school on mon. shall enjoy my rest tml n on mon.going out wif pat n pj on sun. we will miss et one. haha...miss them...although i jus meet them...gt lots of stuffs to share wif them...well. shall stop n go bathe.
found tis sentence from my frenz's blog....think is meaning for those tt think tt appearance is the most impt thing in a relationship...
Do you love me because I am beautiful or I am beautiful because you love me?
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Thursday, May 19, 2005 @Thursday, May 19, 2005
hehee...yishu say i m bloggering like almost everyday...and almost everyday i will mention abt chem tutorial...but sad....todae gt no chem tutorial..so i cannot mention about it...hahaa...wow...todae's napfa is damn cool...i got A for my pull up...last yr i barely meet 13...tis yr....i only start to feel the tireness when i finish 13....omg!! just hate to admit tt ac's mass pe is realli wonderful in some sense...haha...yeah!! happy now!! gt A for all my 5 stations...but a C for my running laa.....running needs to be trained...but..i m just too lazy to train myself....cant be bothered laa....tml will be a happy day...going out wif wj...havent go out wif her for quite a long time....our meeting always cancel at the last minute...either she cannot make it or i cannot make it...hehee...
oh yah...PI suxx!! i spend 2 hrs just now jus to improve my PI laa...wad crap...and my ideas are totally impossible to do it laa...volcano laa....hmmm..i m dead man...GP package havent finish reading yet...very sianzz..dun feel like reading leh....dun like environment....so boring....
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005 @Wednesday, May 18, 2005
wow...todae is a short day...hmm...realli?? sch ends at 3.00pm...after tt DISC course...wow...tt course make mi understand myself n y my frenz behave in tis way...hahaa...yeah...i m a high C person...all my frenz ar 'I' people...i m the onli one in sister gang hu is a C person....tt means i m nt as talkative n noisy as them....hahaa...but i feel tt i fit in for most of the things in D and I leh....gosh...i have split personality?? hahaa...wadeva laa....todae is a boring day.....
oh yah...GP was funny...bcos asri n samuel keep making tt kidish sound...then when madm ask them...they will keep denying...so funny....hahaa...chem tutorial is ahem ahem...fun?? hahaa...tt alex laa.....ask ppl around mi qns tt i noe...then when he finally ask mi qns...he go n ask those tt i dunnoe...LOL.....hahaa...but i believe yish shld be quite happy......haha....bcos i make alex come all the way to the back to explain n ask mi for the answer for the qn...whahaaa....somebody out there is jealous....:P...hahaa..
tml gt chinese test...sianzz !!suddenly dun feel like studying......kind of boring...tml is napfa 5 stations....hope i can get As for those stations tt i wan...:P....tata..
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005 @Tuesday, May 17, 2005
yeah...2.4 is finally over!! though i m sick todae....i still went for the run laa.....wasnt very gd....but compared to last yr...i improved 1 minute....gt 15.25...hahaa....if i run 10sec faster... i will be able to get a B...BUT...i m nt going to run again....hahaa...
oh yah...had econs tutorial todae.....chia has already finished marking the papers....she said one guy n a gal failed...when she was scolding those tt failed....she kept looking at me.....into my eyes n say i m disappointed wif those tt failed....never study...say wad i have done my best in teaching....but i cant help them to study....hmm..yah laa...i noe...once again..i break my promise....i promise to pass my test...but i noe i din.....haizz...maybe i shall give part of the free time to econs n nt to my other subjects....hmmm.....
had chinese oral todae...well...oral was quite funny...very slack..i can ask my frenz how to read the words...then while reading....bcos i too nervous laa...everything also cannot read...then my chinese teacher end up reading tgt wif mi...OMG!! tis is my first experience of such oral exams.....haha....okayy la....noe i din do wwell.....gt 7 for reading...haha...kk laa...shall be read serious for the next oral which i think will be my AO chinese oral...heheee.....going to slp now....the medicine are damn strong....tata...
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Monday, May 16, 2005 @Monday, May 16, 2005
I miss her!!
todae is a happi day....maybe bcos of the chapel...very high....sort of brighten my day....haizz...having flu n cough again....wonder how i m going to run for my 2.4 tml.....wish me all the best....i'm a dead meat man...hahaa..
well...was checking my mail jus now when i saw sw's mail for mi..so went to read again....tis time round...is my turn...i cried....so touched...haha...well....feeling kind of bad...bcos last time in the past..i will jus tell her everything....how i m feeling.....my happiness....unhappiness...wadeva.especially all my craps n rubbishs..but realise i havent been having a heart to heart tok wif her for a super long time....as wad she say....we see each other in sch everyday....but we usually dun have the chance to sit down n chat....will usually jus say hi n byee...or smile at each other...tis is bad man...hmmm...sometimes...during lecture....she is like one row in front of behind me...i will be very tempted to move up to sit with her...but i still dun....miss those days when we jus sit around doin nothing or jus complaining about schoolwork, cca..jus feel very comfortable with her...like she understand how i m feeling...dun realli have to say out...she can predict...i m serious kk...tt gal is pretty scary sometime...can read ur mind....serious saying....last time i always very scare of her beatings...now i actually miss it...hahaa....weird rite?? hahaa...of course laa...her beatings accompany mi for 4 years kk!!?? hahaa...well...guess she will get to read tis entry bcos guess wad? i m too lazy to write her a mail....shall make it public...hahaa...but..i m nt a less ar...hahaa...:P...
shall continue to study for my chinese spelling!! haizz....somebody save me please...hahaa...tata...:P
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Saturday, May 14, 2005 @Saturday, May 14, 2005
hehee...yeah..i m happi again....went mini class outing wif 4e1 for nj food fair.....hahaa...sounds weird ar?? actually i realise..i miss them quite a lot....hahaa....so it seem that every outing tt we go is always fun...though todae's one is quite boring...jus slack around in nj...then go mac to play bridge....then i went to find sis n her frenz....
actually i tot nobody actually read my blog entry...bcos half the time..i m complaining abt my school...life...yah....but was chatting wif lynn they all...realise actually they do read my blog bcos they were all encouraging mi to hang on...yah....as i say...when i feel troubled...i will think of God...but when i m happi...i wont be thinking of Him....so is kind of bad....tt's the reason y i think i m still nt ready for tt...bcos i dun place him first b4 anything....so yahh...tis part is for lynn...err...i will tell u when i m ready kk?? :D n yah...thanx ciii.....for encouraging mi when i m down...yahh...realise tt life will onli be interesting n fun if i choose to let it be...so....like wad et say...if life throws u a lemon...make lemonades...yahh...get her meaning....life is never fair...never a bed of roses....so...adapt it n get on wif it...yeah...feel tt i m more mature now...hahaa...perhaps i m too protected...at home...back in tanglin....i m always very protected by my parents, sister, brother, frenz n my teachers...they will help mi in anything as long as i asked them..no matter how much i miss my sec school days..time will never turn back..so i have to get on....yeah? hehee...feeling high now~~ lalalaa...:D
oh yah yah...suddenly remember....i wanna say something to ann n huiqi...haha....okok..maybe they think i m angry or wad...but yah..i m nt..dun worri...n i wanna say sth to zg...i m innocent....the flower is nt from me...is from ann n huiqi...hahaa...yishu say i shld be grateful to them bcos they ar trying to get zg to noe my existence....but is kind of a bit late now....i dun realli like him anymore...jus find him as my colour tv....nice to see....hahaa...make sure u guys call my chinese name in front of him...(though i noe the chances of ann calling mi is DAMN DAMN low)...
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Friday, May 13, 2005 @Friday, May 13, 2005
I HATE ECONS...HATE SCHOOL....HATE EVERYTHING!!!!
econs test.....13 fri....wad a GOOD day ar.....so obviously....FAIL FOR SURE.....drq...how to answer it?? for some of the qns...all my frenz jus use background knowledge n write..i also noe the answer...but i wrote everything from the data....which ar EXACTLY opposite from the real answer....wad the hell....mcq....mind blank....even a super simple qn..i also cant answer....perhaps i stress myself too much...bcos i jus pass my previous test..so wanna do beta...but guess wad...i flop it....my calculations cant be wrong...if i dun fail...it will be a super super super miracle...so...sister gang....forget abt the swensens treats...will never be possible...noe myself very well....if i predict i will fail....90% will fail(tt's a fact)....10% is miracle....n...i choose to believe the fact....**just HATE econs**....
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005 @Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Bad day...
todae is mum's bdae....but.....we ar nt celebrating.....in short...is a bad day todae.....everybody is in a super bad mood....rushed home straight after my life guard.....while walking back from the bus stop...saw my sister walking towards the bus stop...she say she is in a bad mood so she is going to the library...okay...nvm then...then reach home....very hot n exhausted....mum's mood was ok initially...yahh...she was telling mi tt the two guys at home din wish her happi bdae...n immediately after tt...she received my msg...at 6 plus...she suddenly say she wanna go see my brother play bball....so she went off....like less than 15 minutes..she is back....mood super bad....say cant find my brother....suspect my brother is out to other places....haizz....then she went out again....dad came back soon after tt....mood also nt very gd....jus tell him tt sis's phone is spolit...then he started screaming at mi...like tt phone is mine like tt...say wad i jus bought the phone....mus be because ur drop it...tt's y spolit so quickly...HELO!! tt phone is nt mine!! wad the hell...when did i become the family's venting anger machine?? !!!!!!!! no peace at home even since tt day when my mum realise my brother is getting from bad to worse.....i jus dun understand y is she so overprotective...as in sometimes....when my brother say he wanna go tis place to play...in the end he jus change his mind n go his frenz's hse instead....if he nv call home to inform her.....he will be in deep deep shit.....sometimes..i sort of pity him...but sometimes...jus find him very very very inconsiderate...make the whole family so worried for him....can play bball until like 8pm without calling home once to inform us....haizzz...damn frustrated now also.....
always have the impression tt i have the coolest n warmest family in tis whole universe...mum n dad ar nt realli biased towards any of us...we ar equally treated....everything is so wonderful....gt a mum tt is very in....willing to follow the fashion trend wif us...(can borrow her jewelleries to wear tt type)..willing to give up anything jus for us...dotes all of us very very much.....but suddenly...but jus realise tt now...when others ask mi how is my family like...i cant praise tt much...bcos everything is different now.....sadd....
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005 @Tuesday, May 10, 2005
....jus lub u guys...:D
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Monday, May 09, 2005 @Monday, May 09, 2005
oh man....math test todae is hard...no no..is actually okay...last qn hard onli...BUT..i m SUPER SUPER careless man...feel like slapping myself after the test....so many careless mistakes...well....jus hope it wont turn out bad...n yahh....alex is angry wif us....cos we tok during his lesson..oh man....i dunnoe wad's wrong wif the teachers.....i m during nt the one toking...but the teachers will usually scold mi onli!! argh....tt alex laaa....come in front of mi n ask mi wad the problem when i m nt toking??!! yish say i gt a talkative face...Sad....but...like i care....oh well...pw todae is a headache man.....4 ppl...cant brainstorm new ideas....haizz....pw suxx.....y mus we have pw in the first place?? waste of time n i dun see tt we will become more creative after pw....n we ar still dependent on our teachers....so...i dun see idependent learning taking place...SIANZZ!!....
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Friday, May 06, 2005 @Friday, May 06, 2005
jul n mi...watching rugby match...
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Thursday, May 05, 2005 @Thursday, May 05, 2005
....crushed....some events are making mi super depressed now...no mood to study for my phys test....haizz....guess i wont do well for it...
somebody asked mi b4 abt the ranking of the most important person in my life(to say when u have troubles..hu will u go to?)....if i m to rank ONLY my frenz...i guess....ciii is in, sw is in, b is in..now i think even j is in....yah...hmmm....feeling kind of down...the person i msg to is nt ciii, nt sw...nt b...but j....i guess i noe the ans....n guess wad...i feel much beta after msging him...tis is like the first time when i feel down, j can manage to encourage mi...thanx pal...
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005 @Wednesday, May 04, 2005
gt cheated by zhiwei todae....stupid princess....mi n ann cant find huiqi n yish..tot they were in the library...so went there to find....then realise they ar nt there...but we saw xiu hui, joel, zhiwei n jesse doin their work...so went over to disturb joel n zhiwei....before we left the library for econs lecture...i took away zhiwei's calculator....i remember they were walking right behind us...so i left the calculator on his bag outside the library b4 mi n ann went off for econs lecture....was chatting wif huiqi they all b4 lecture start when joel n zhiwei came over to ask mi for the calculator....i was shocked laa...told zhiwei tt i put it on his bag le....then he gave mi tis weird face saying tt he nv see his calculator....i was like oh shit at tt moment....then tt stupid joel still add in one damn damn serious comment....somebody may have taken the calculator...then they went off to find seats.....throughout the econs lecture i feel so bad tt i kept asking myself y din i continue to keep the calculator...y din i kept it inside his bag...cant take it anymore...went to ask zhiwei straight after lecture n he started laughing....oh gosh...i was damn guilty when i asked him...n wad..i gt cheated...oh man...tis is like the dunnoe how many times i m falling for tis type of trick...wanna tick others....but end up gotten tricked back them...*argh*
Suddenly in luv wif the Lindsay Lohan's song ...jus so suddenly...find that the lyrics realli can describe how i m feeling now...hahaa...
...Over...
I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
[Chorus:]
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
[Chorus]
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
[Chorus]
Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell meHonestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005 @Tuesday, May 03, 2005
hmmm...chem test todae....3 words to comment abt it.....FAIL FOR SURE...haha...errr....hehee...yeah...mum fetch mi back from school...reach home at 4 plus...when my sch ends at 4.30...:D:D:D....hahaa...todae's pe SUXX man....i almost died....tt stupid gurmit call us to do shutter run first....(2/3 sets)..then do some weird thing like jog two laps and do 5 sit ups....then jog again....then 10 push ups...jog again...20 squats....and we did 2 times.....no rest intervals at all....somemore when i m stil coughing badly.....i was totally breathless...n...he still call us to run one round on the track....felt so giddy halfway...oh man....for 5 months..i nv feel giddy during my pe....GOSH!!oh yahh...think my pimples are outbreaking again....guess i reali cant stay up late...hmm...so...tt means next time i can onli blog in the evening n nt like 12 or 1 am....sadd....mum wan mi to sleep before 11....i also wan...but how??!!
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Monday, May 02, 2005 @Monday, May 02, 2005
dinner...4 person spend $83.10...coolzz....my first damn expensive dinner wif ciii on sunday...realli sorri for being super late.....tot was super serious stuff...but end up i was cheated by ben....realli wonder where he gets all those rubbish ideas from...called mi like last week n tell mi he was expelled from school....tis week tell mi he is nt his mum's son...wadeva la....nth beta to do....-__-"""(tt sentence is meant for u)....din tok much anyway....as wad i say....two phone conferences...wad do u think...wadeva tt we wanna say si already touched on durin the phone conferences...hehee......took neoprints again....was packing my neoprint box when i realise tt we took realli super lot of neoprints....most of my neprints now ar taken wif civ.....hahaa...oh yahh.....cough is back again.....tummy ache in the morning....so miss the class outing....though i badly wanna go...haizz....i guess it will be even harder the next time round to organize another class outing....i believe many din turn up todae....hmmmm.....went dinner tgt wif godparents n david....kind of late...meet at around 8pm....wow....the food is okay onli....prefer crystal jade...n worse of all...no tv....din have the table in the room itself....eat openly wif other ppl(tt's y no tv mahh...)...sianz ...turning in soon ...
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@Monday, May 02, 2005
mi n et...hehee
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Sunday, May 01, 2005 @Sunday, May 01, 2005
cousins ROXX!!
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@Sunday, May 01, 2005
mi n my cousin....(harry potter uniform)...whahaa...:P
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@Sunday, May 01, 2005
i bet i gain like 2 kg from ytday's bbq food....n i think my cough is getting worse...i will jus wake up half way thru my sleep n cough like siao....oh man....**my lung damn pain**...hmmm...oh yahh...my cousin dress like Harry Potter ytday...dun look at the hat laa..so cute..:P....tt graduation set damn cool man...i wanna graduate from a States university...hahaa...* i wonder*...hahaaaawoke up at 12....slack until 1 plus...so i m here tagging....going out wif ciii ltr....n we had phone conference ytday again....hmm...sorri et...i sort of predicted u hang up nt purposely bcos u ar damn pissed...hahaa..sorri kk..we din mean to bluff u...but yahh...we actually dunnoe how to tell u....cos we scare u ar super upset...yahh..n the excuse tt i say i will tell u on sun is again another lie...hmmm...i noe u cant stand ppl hu say oh i gt sth to tell u...hmm..tell u some other days k....i cant stand tis type of ppl too...so yahh...**sorri k**....
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