ask my heart....
had a tok wif ciii ytday...i m still thinking of wad pat said..yah....i dunnoe the answer right now...ask my heart...hahaa...which is quite impossible also...hahaa...
school days ar suxxy man...i m nt enjoying school now....although i can get to meet my frenz...gossip...joke around...but the homework load n tests ar driving mi nuts....sivam is right man....jc life will be ur toughest two yrs..oh man...i shld have gone to poly...at least i dun have to do pw, gp...hahaa....pw grouping is quite suxxy....i pity some of my frenz hu gt perverts in their grp....cheer up gal kk(u shld noe hu u ar)...hmmm...so i shldnt be complaining abt my grp members...shall feel happi instead....hmmm....
going to my auntie's hse to celebrate an early Mothers' Day todae....having bbq...i guess my cough will nv recover for the time being man...i m going to die soon...coughing like mad laa....after each cough...can feel the ache in my lungs and heart...gosh...n yish keep saying i gt TB...hahaa...which i dun...i gt SARS...hahaa...(kidding)...anyway yish..if we gt TB...u will have it man..cos u everyday also spend more than 8 hrs wif us....:P:P
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
hey junwei...look...hahaa
well....tis entry is meant for junwei to read...MY IPOD IS ALIVE AGAIN...hahaa...all thanx to him...teach mi how to do cpr on my ipod..haha...thanx pal....if nt i will be crying at one side man...hahaa...ohh yahh....TIGER fan....hahaa...will be visiting u soon again..i need a new ear piece...n need to check out on the laptop stuff...hmmm...hehee...tt's all...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
oh man...
no voice day...haha....feel bad towards alex(chem tutor)....cos first period is his lesson....then he say we can ask him qn...but i gt no voice la...so i waved to him to come over...n start pointing here and there to ask him whether my qns are done correctly..hahaa...funny man...worse of all...after school gt heats final.....took like 1 hr to take pink slip from chia....tt stupid sickening guard dun allow mi out laa...shit him man...todae is my third pink slip...OMG!!
oh yah..my frenz just found alex's friendster(my chem tutor)...he looks damn funny in all his photos la...he looks beta now...hahaa....read thru his testi n realise gosh...he is damn popular during his sch days..n he had already went thru army...oh man..he look like a j3 la...dun even look like one tt had gone for NS...hehee...but nvm....cant be bothered wif him....
sch days are so boring now...everyday the same routine..kind of bored already...double pe tml...wan my life man....kk...shall stop here then..
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
sad....sob sob..
oh man..my ipod is spolit...i dunnoe wad happen...just leave it on my table after listening for like 1 hr plus...then when i came back for it....it cannot be on....oh man...my fav electronic device...sob sob!!how m i suppose to survive my journey to sch without my ipod?? haizz...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
we at west coast park...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
body's aching everywhere...
dunnoe wad happen....jus suddenly feel that my whole body's muscle is aching like hell...sore throat...wadeva....maybe is the signal from my body that my body need rest!! hahaaa...
yahh...todae is TSS Achievers' Day....kind of boring...yah...same as last year.....for each subject...you get $20 border vouncher....6 distinctions one will receive a trophy....BUT...wad's the use...i prefer vouncher...whahaa...(i m a practical person)....haha...when liu yun was giving the speech...all of us decide to stand n clap for him after his speech..hahaa...was damn weird when onli the whole grp of us stand up and clap...hahaaa
after tt went out for dinner wif kim, yong zen, finian, pei jing, li hong, yuan jun, zhao qing n liu yun...dinner was okayy laa...normal....but had some laughters....AND..the best part...we went west coast park to play when it was already 9 plus.....but zhao qing n li hong din go..the rest went....wow..had a fright of my life....i finally managed to climb up the pyramid...tt's realli a compliment man..i nv manage to do tt for 16+ years of my life...hahaa...cant believe it...all thanz to liu yun, finian n yuan jun...keep asking us to come up....going down was WORSE!!..i stood there for very long before i managed to find the courage to climb down...hmm..think abt it..it was actually nt tt scary laa...hahaa..
oh man..throating is getting more sore now.....body is super tired....cant move...shall go to slp...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
YOU SUX!!**hate u hate u**
argh!! stupid lau....hate him man....he is damn biased laa...i was originally the physics rep...but just bcos he like one guy call ivan in my class...he made him the phy rep without even telling me laa....suddenly he is the phy rep n i m out of my job! wadeva la..i noe tis is just a small matter n many ppl jus see tis as a happi thing...bcos dun need to collect notes....worksheets...practicals....but i mean i feel that tis is an insult to me laa....i dun think anybody will like if someone just dismiss u from ur job without even telling u...somemore lau is damn biased to ivan la...everything also make sure is the best for him...like for our phys test...he onli remember...oh ivan cant do tis qn...y huh? mus be careless rite? no time rite? oh man...wad the hell la...teachers ar nt meant to be like tt...they have to be fair n square laa...chai hee lee roxx man...at least she looks after every single student's interests....haizz....or maybe i shld listen to terence....jus take tis lightly....out of phys rep means i dun need to scream at ppl when i have extra notes nt collected...,dun need to bring all those extra notes home.....wadeva la....realise tt since the start of tis yr...i m easily hurted by others...i m nv like tt back in sec 4.....nth will realli affect my mood...but now...every single thing will affect my mood greatly...haizz...i m depressed...or to say from my blog entries..i hardly see many entries when i m happy....yahh....either stressed, angry or depressed......my life sux!
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
heart to heart...
went out with civ todae...the whole day man...hahaa....was actually shock by the rate we can talk....hahaa...n the worse thing is we always start talking after we leave the place....(ciii noe rite??)...hahaa
we went to bugis for movies...then after tt went to look for pat's .....------...haha...pat still call him to keep a watch out la...no wonder he is always standing outside looking around for her...hahaa...but too bad laa...she nv go to meet him man...dunnoe wad's the prob wif her...(haha..sorri pat, noe u ar damn upset already)run away when i tell her he is standing outside the shop...:P....anyway, he is also damn dao laa...say hi to him...but his reaction is realli weird la.......but nvm...doesnt concern mi anyway...the funniest thing is that when we were all in bugis...we never think of ways of even do something to convince pat to go meet him...but when we were all in the train..we start talking about it, and tt made pat regret nt meeting him...oh man...hahaa...everything is too late...
then we went to jp for dinner....stay in the pizza hut for like 2 hrs plus la....we even order a baked beef ball bcos we wanna continue staying there...wad the hell...somemore pat still come out wif the stupid idea of hu finish eating the ball will have to finish up the rest....argh...lucky i was taking my own sweet time to eat man..then we start toking abt bgr related stuff...such a long n complicated tok man...on the other hand..i also start to think whether my choice wif -- is right or wrong...is it realli my fault tt leads to his actions or wad?? i dunnoe...dun feel like thinking now also...sianzz...shall end off here...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
i m a boring gal...
sianzz...went library to mug for chem todae...so sianzz laa....i daydream most of the time bcos i m alone...no motivation from frenz to study...haha...and wad the hell la..tt stupid indian guy is still working in the library...come up to spot check like every one hour....makes mi very insecure doing my self study....yeah man....i guess everything....civ is back to normal...hahaa...two whole weeks...very quiet...we are going out tml...(finally)...haha....
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
STUDYING SUXX!!
i think i will fail my econs test.....mcq...shld be able to do..but i dunnoe y all my answers are different from all my friends...data response question...dun understand the source...change many of my correct answers to the wrong one...AND...worse of all...my heart wasnt there when i was doing the questions...sianzz...
then ann told me during recess todae tt zg is attached to another sc gal for quite sometimes le...well..it doesnt actually affect me much...i was like shock bcos he dun look like those tt will initiate a steady...haha...OOPss...sorri ar...but i really din feel upset or wad...maybe i gt over him le...hahaa...yahh...gt beta and more things to do....dun wan to feel upset over all tis useless matter...whahaaa....yeah!! time to get a new eye candy..whahaa...oh man...
haizz...life is bored...wanna go library to study for my chem test tml...but cant find anybody to accompany mi...shu wen will onli be joining mi at 3pm...tt means b4 3pm..i m alone man....wonder how i m going to survive man...sianzz...well...shall stop here.....i m a boring person...haizz...life is damn suxxy to mi now....
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
i feel so stressed...
well....i dunnoe y i m feeling very stressed now...maybe due to last minute studying for my common test....tml physics....oh man....jc life suxx...haizz...i dun think i shld be complaining now...but i just cannot take the days....super long....teachers teaching sux....miss mr chan n mr goh's teachings...hahaa....although most of the time we were rushing thru our topics...but i still think i can adapt more to their teachings than my teachers now...especially the chem teacher la....teach n talk so so so fast man....lecturers also...dunnoe wad she is talking about....haizz..oh man...realise life will never be the same as in tss....life in tss used to be very carefree...can enjoy my day studying w/o feeling very stressed up...but days in ac is totally different....get stressed easily...peer pressure or self pressure?? dunnoe la....i am able to mug like the whole day last year...but i realise i no longer have the stamina now....getting tired at only ten o clock?? oh man..i can last till 12am last yr..haizz...wadeva la...stressed!! stressed!! help mi!! OH MAN...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
nth beta to do..
i m bored at tis moment of the time....sian of phys, math, econs n chem...hahaa...so intend to surf the net for music....hahaa....gt tis super happy song...hope u guys wont turn off ur speaker when ur enter my blog...:P...whahhaaaa
here comes the crazy gal...accidentally in love...wow..:P
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
sianzz...
school suxx man....lectures are teaching at a super fast speed...especially the chem lectures...super super fast....but econs..super super slow...hate jc life(once again)...common tests the coming two weeks...have to be locked up at home during the weekends to mug....wadever.....didn't go anywhere today....went to cut my hair....cut around 3 inches long....mum and dad will be away for 5 days....tt means i have to go to school on my own from mon to thur....which also means i have to wake up earlier....haizz....hope i can still take it....
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
First day of school..
My real JC life starts from todae onwards...tt means i have to start mugging le...cannot play around anymore...no more poning of lessons, schools..wadeva....feeling kind of unsuitable in the new environment...cos i have been slacking like hell for the past three months...and guess wad..next week, i will be having my common tests??!! wad the hell la....hmmm...and...the old SB5 is gone...the class seem so DEAD la....n wad...we gt like 19 guys...9 gals la...kind of pathetic la...i miss the old SB5.....jus dunnoe wad's wrong wif the new one...just cannot find the kind of feelings and spirit...haizz...wadeva la...i have to get use to it....tt will be my class for the next 2 yrs....hmmm...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
Happy April Fool's Day..
April Fool's day is damn fun man...hahaa...cos we manage to trick many into eating our nice orea though our acting skills suxx la (except yishu)...hahaaa...ann forgot to bring the orea that we make yesterday to school todae la..then she had to call her maid to bring it down...hahaa...we scaped off the cream in the orea and replaced it with colgate...whahaa...the new minty orea....damn nice rite?hahaa...david, elgin, asri and some of ann's frenz ate the orea....asri's reaction was the biggest....i nearly laughed my head off when i saw david putting the whole orea into his mouth...hahaa...lucky i controlled myself...hahaa...but most of them say it taste alright...like some mint orea...hahaa....however, in return...yishu n ann's stuff were sabotaged....asri went to put maggi seasoning into yishu's bottle...and gum on ann's spec...hahaa...
well...kind of sad...shu wen din manage to get into my class...she was posted to SB6 instead...but nt bad la...tt class gt super wonderful teachers...(nt like my class)...hahaa...most of my classmates stay in SB5... ann's eye candy, -- gt posted into our class....hahaa....mi n yishu were running like crazy looking for her after we saw his name on the board under our class ...hahaa...sad la...ZG and YS can nv be in SB5...poor mi n yishu...hahaaa....
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach